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Iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks，soIwillgetstraighttothepointthenIwillsharethejourneyIhadyesterday:

Thedecisionis，thisstorywillgoon，Iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeni10months，withadailyminimumofabout3000words.

Asforthatendofthemonthbe/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit，theoyoumustwrite4000wordsperdayminimumtobeabletoqualify，myresponseis:

Fuckit.

Now，forthejourneyIhadyesterday.

Ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious，IhavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandIwillnetyouriltheendoftime.

ThisbookrettymuedafterIhadthattalkwithoheeditors，hesentehisbooktothedeathrowbytellihesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatIamnogoodatall.

Iwasfurious，butwasIfuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome

Theanswerisno，

Heisanemployeeofaprofit-tredbusinessanization，aureofhisrole，Imeaoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst，howthisproducereallytaste，heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.

AndwhyBecauseyou’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyou’thavearefundforfruitsaables，you’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.

SohimsayingIamnogood，Iknowwhathemeans，hemeantIamnogoodasaprofitgeiable”，butsayingthis，IamalsofullyawareIamnotperfect，coupleofreaderspoispotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices，forthat，Iamgrateful.

IamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfelsaidIamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlookiable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitsSci-FiseisfilledwithMarvelDoujin，yeah，yougettheidea.

SowhydidIhaveanoutburst，simple，Iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories，Iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig，notjustsomehobby，becauseIloveit，Ifuglovedoingit，Iwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---uwritersonthissitewhostartglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuyessay.

So，aordecresmywoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears，again.

Andhowmany“fewyears”yougetinyourlife

SoIhadanoutburst.

ThatoutburstisalsoduetothefactIwanttogopro，andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.

WhendoessomeoddjobbeeaprofessionItbeesaprofessiobeesreizedbythesociety，itbeesaprofessioisimbued/ihthestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.

However，youlookatthewebnovelindustryifewyears，mostbeefurtherawayfrombeingaprofessional.

WearebeingsomethingworsethanthoseAfrihyenas，feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants，nevercreatinganythingnewandiing.

Writersareedbygreed，writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowledge，thewisdomyouaccumutedthroughtheages，hoursofstudy.

WritersarebeingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingIphoneproduline，mindlessdrones，nothingmore.

Wearenoloouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords，wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.

Imeannodisrespecttotheworkers，butIsimplethinkwritersshouldnotbewlikethat.

Ourworkisbeingmoreandmorecheap，sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafugjerkoff.

4000wordseverydaymyass。。。。。。。。。

Ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.

Iwithebirthofesewebnovel，seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmae.

ThesearemydemonsandIhadtofacethemagaierday，butthankstoyouguys，Iwasvictoriousonceagain.

SomemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceIamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.

That’strue，butthenagain，Iamusingthisoneasaforthebook，somethingfullyinalwithafullystructedworld，awesomebackgroundandarichstory.

ButIamnotcuttingthisbookloose，everybookismycreation，mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.

That’saboutitreally，theflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme，givingmephantompain，thisisthefateofalrtworkersinasense.

Iamlucky，Idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving，soIdon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuguniverse.

So，amidfihoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou---myreaders.

Staywithme，Iwillgetthere，Iwillshowyouabeautifulword，aingstorythebestI.

Iwillseeyoutomorrow